CoNfUSing WOrlD!

2005-12-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

gt baby a diamond ring for christmas present
n i hope she love it =)

2005-11-10T08:47:00.000+08:00

i love u
reali do
wanna make things work out
but..
i nv wanna lose u
i try wad i can to keep u by my side
but my jelousy,possessive and controllin is pushin u away frm me isn't it?

2005-11-10T08:45:00.000+08:00

i tot things would b fine..
nv did i expect it 2 turn out dis way
dis few days
is hard to get over
yester was tough
reali!
='(

2005-11-06T10:47:00.000+08:00

i love you
dun giv up =)

2005-11-03T12:34:00.000+08:00

wahhhh sooo long nv blog le!!!
kinda busy tho~
was w/ my baby honey lahx~
whahaha
baby gt her pay on 30..
she gettin me specT!!
weeeeeex den baby oso gt me a new belt!!!
thx honey!!! den we both gt the same tshirt!!!
whahaha nice nice =)

baby dis mornin surprise me by comin over..
she bought me breakfast
den i'm still slpin lor!!!
thx honey so much!!! i love her to the max!!!!!

2005-10-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

26 oct
check in chalet
slack
went to meet her
back to chalet
hav cupnoodle
count down
=) =) =)
27 oct
HAPI BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!
gav her the hp =)
hope she like it..

**baby we spend 24 hours together
**i love the feelin of huggin u 2 slp
**love the feelin of havin u around every single second
** i'm juz so in love with you~

2005-10-26T06:45:00.000+08:00

26 oct
hope 2dae everything will be fine =)

*i love you baby

2005-10-25T06:50:00.000+08:00

dis few days wasn't tt gd..
keep makin baby honey sad =(
i'm sori baby
i'm silly onli u will wan dis silly me..
i love u lots
real lots honey~

2005-10-23T07:36:00.000+08:00

yester wasn't a good day..
=(
once again i make her sad make her angry
wadeva it is
baby dun giv up on me..
yester cook spaghetti for her
yupyup
hope she like it..

2005-10-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

bad headach!!!
sigh =(
how i wish baby is here 2 giv me hugsssss
baby come down to jurong east to meet me =) 2dae end sch like abt 7? mmmm ya
baby is juz so nice =) went payalebar hav our dinner did little thingy tt make baby kinda angry but fine aft tt.. thx baby
walk baby home nnnnnnnn mmmmmmm hahaha
den mmm todae FINALLY kan dao my waiyu le ar!!! whahahaha

baby i love you lotssssss

2005-10-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

19 oct
baby come over early the mornin n she make breakfast for me!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAH BABY FIRST TIME MAKE BREAKFAST FOR ME!!!
SOOO NICE LOR!!!! love her lotsssssss ar!!!!!
=) *baby i can't stop tinkin of ur ai xin breakfast*
ooo we went out @ 11 go parkway de kbox.. =)
den slack till like kinda late den go bedok wanna watch movie but ...
den mmm slack @ the long john play true or dare.. =)
den den den in the bus i gav baby my house key =)
she's can go my house whenever she wan =)
my laopo~ i love u soooo much!!!
i onli wan u!!! no one but you!!!

20 oct
my baby is sick ar..
sigh worried abt her den she nv take care of herself.. =(
*heartpain*
baby i onli wan you to be healthy
i wanna c the smile on ur face
baby i can't wait for ur bdae to come =))

2005-10-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

todae super blur reach bukit batok den mmm went back..
go c doc coz ya.. den baby come down acc me..
den go home her second home ar =)
den hav lunch *maggie whahahah
den ya ard 4+ goin 5 den we go out den walk walk lor..
den hav our dinner
ahhhhhhhh baby so smart lahx! she noe abt the chalet thingy liao!!!!!
manx~ no surprise liao lahx!!! but nvm still wanna giv u the best nitz
den mmmm baby no matter wad trust me i'll love u n will nv fall for other ger de le!!!
u're the best baby~
i love u lotsssssssss!!!

2005-10-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

work work work
meet baby aft work
hav dinner
send her home =)
i love her

2005-10-15T10:27:00.000+08:00

oh ya!!!
her prezzie is half settle!! whAHaHAhaHAha
i'm hapi!!!
last nitz tok on phone make her angry..
den i tot we might reali end den i sae till sobx
den aft tt she sae she jkin =) heng is onli jkin ar..
mmmm i dun like tt guy lahx!!! humPh!

not goin to let ani1 tk u away from me..
love u more den ani1!!! =)

2005-10-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

baby we will go through everything
i won't giv up so easily
u too alright?
dun 4get out promises n dreams okie?
i wanna fulfill dem all w/ you n onli u..

oh well my hair reali super short ar~
sighhhh
muz b veri ugly coz it can actually let two person c le luff till like dunno wadeva shit like tt..
oh well can't b bother w/ wad dey think.. o_O

mmm 2dae baby came over..
cook for her ar.. hahaha..
den mmm kinda sucky tho but baby still finish it!!! *gandong daooooo*
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee her sooooooo much lahx..
baby honey 2dae gt chalet..
hmmm sigh i miss her ='(

2005-10-11T06:28:00.000+08:00

9 october
din't meet baby 2dae
aft work wait for mard
den hav dinner n acc her shop
*miss her so much

10 oct
meet baby @ ang mo kio
went kbox w/ her
mmmm yupyup
den slack there awhile den send her back

baby i love u..
i juz dun wanna lose u again~

2005-10-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

8 oct
mmm baby wake up late
she came over @ abt 3 =)
den we go out @ 4.30
went parkway to hav my hair cut
baby oso gt ar..
den ahhhhhh mine is SUPER DUPER SHORT!!!
dear sae TOO SHORT LE!! but is nice o_O hahaha..
den baby hair is nice but she keep sayin ugly mmmm =/
den we slack @ parkway den we went to ECP
i juz loveeeeeeeeee being w/ u baby..
i'll onli love u =)
2dae's another nice day
thx baby for everything =)
oh!! i sing ni shi wo laopo to her.. =)
hope she like it..
n tt song will onli be for HER!!!
=)

2005-10-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

sori baby 2 make u angry last nitz..
dun mean it.. reali dun..
baby i miss u badly..
veri badly..
juz wan u by my side all the time..
sigh.. baby.. i miss u real bad 2dae ar..
now u're outside..
u din't wanna meet me 2dae.. so i was @ home..
u tot i din't wanna reply u.. but is not my dear.. is not..
but now we're fine back.. thx baby for forgivin me =)
u noe i will nv not reply ur msg de..

i feel so useless..
can't b there for u when u're sad..
i feel like i'm the world lousest person!!!
sori..
i blame myself for every single thing!!
i juz feel so arghhhh!!
i'm angry w/ myself!!!
i'm stupid i'm dumb i'm useless i'm lousy!!!!

2005-10-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

mmm nth much i got my pay!!! n i goin get baby prezzie soon!!! hahahah
juz hope i gt enuff.. *pray hard*
mmmm..
i loveeeeee her so much!!!!

DELINE N REBECCA U TWO OWN ME S$100!!!
rmb to pay up hor!!!!

2005-10-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

3 oct
mmm 2dae baby 1st paper!!!
mmm aft sch hav lunch w/ irmah n frienz..
den me n johnny n pau go marina..
idiot meetin nelson ar..
mmm den reali miss baby lots!!!!
sigh.. den @ nitz aft work i tk cab down to meet her..
tupid driver dunno go wad road den in the end reach there so damn late plus so damn ex lor!!!!! f* hell!!!oh well nvm abt tt
den when i walk to baby block saw her downstair w/ her frienz studyin.. =) she was so damn shock 2 c me lahx den pass her the cake den i go off liao =)
baby wo hui always b there for u de!!!

4 oct
2dae aft sch kinda late..
baby @ ECP alone!!! den i tk cab down super ex!!!
there goes my allowance for dis month.. but can't b bothered!!!
i dun wan her to wait for me ALONE!!!
den walk frm one end of ECP to the other holdin baby's hand~ =)
n i love tt feelin.. heeheex..
baby.. i love u.. dun tink so much k? will onli love u de!!!

2005-09-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

24 sept
mmm went town w/ baby.. mmm nth much i guess meet waiyu n craven hav dinner..
den four of us took neoprint.. =)

25 sept
mmm 2dae ar.. my ring w/ baby ar.. so aft work go down baby house meet her =)

26 sept
of coz is meet baby lahx hahaha..

27 sept
aft sch went TPY coz baby there studyin..
den mmm gave baby sunflower =)

28 sept
2dae end sch late rush to work.. tot can't meet up w/ baby coz work till 1030.. baby din't reply my msg den was busy n tired so when msg w/ baby was abit mmm attitude? sori baby.. den aft work when i came out of shop saw her can!!! WAH WAH WAH gandong daoooooo.. =')
baby run all the way there to find me.. ahhh i love her soooo muchhhhh!!!!!

29 sept
HAPPY FOURTH MONTH!!!
watch corpse bride @ tpy w/ baby.. gave baby the grown in the dark star thingy i made for her.. is ugly i noe.. but sigh.. sori baby..

30 sept
meet baby @ payalebar hav dinner..
send her home.. nth much tho..

baby i love u w/ all my heart
nv wanna leave u honey
i juz wan u 2 b hapi..
wanna c ur smile..
will go through everything w/ u de baby..

2005-09-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

22 sepT
baby come over veri early..
slack watch tb n mmmm..
wanna go wild wild wet but rainin ar sooo heeheex..
den went parkway hav steamboat.. den walk ard den nth slack home sweet home..

23 sept
baby come over veri early oso ar..
den we went out @ mmm 1215 or so tk bus to pasir ris..
waitin for dear to b 21!!! den we can =D
mmm reach wild wild wet.. make dear angry.. =(
sori baby wo bu gan le.. den dint tok for a LONG time n i mean LONG!!!
den gt a deep cut on my figure..
bleed like nobody business.. =x
den walk to paris ris park.. dear still bu li wo..
den sit @ one place use sea shell 2 make "TING I LOVE U"
still not forgiven.. but tok tok tok den okie liao =)
thx baby.. i love u.. n i'll keep my promise..
hav dinner.. both of us broke ar.. hahaha..
hav fun playin tho.. =)

baby.. i love u
thx for the everything =)

2005-09-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

baby hubby miss baby honey
wanna hug baby honey to slp =(
baby honey..
can't wait to go out w/ u tml..
my another little surprise juz for u =)
baby girl.. i miss u badly..
msged dear.. nv reply muz b slpin
she's muz b tired..
her bdae is nxt month n i'm workin hard!!!
baby.. i love u..
love u lotssss.. real lotssss..

2005-09-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

19 sept
first day work openin ar so tirin..
aft work meet baby @ city hall
went suntec hav my dinner den to kbox..
baby sing till nice nice =D
ooooo gave baby a little surprise again =)
bluff dear sae i go toilet but actually i went to get her sunflower ask the staff there to send in when i order for 2nd drink but so tupid lor nv bring in den when baby went to toilet i faster tk the flower n hide it! lolx
den when i sing NI SHI WO LAO PO tt song i pop it out gave it 2 her =)
baby dear is touched n she teared..

``baby i mean everything i sae @ kbox
``i'll always love u n onli u..
``i'll won't fall for others de le
``i onli wan u baby.. onli u..

20 sept
reach aljunied mac @ 9..
mmm wanna acc baby go c doc mahx den she dun wan me wake up early but i wan acc her ar
den mmm wait till like 11 den she come down =)
acc her go c doc den aft tt we went bedok.. watch one more chance.. is nice so funny!! whahaha
den aft we come out of tt cinema den we watch another show the longest yard.. WHahAhaAH oso funnY daoooooo whahaha.. den we slack @ bedok den send dear back den i wait for dear @ mac AGAIN whahaha.. nowadays hang alot @ mac ar.. whahaha den mmm wait for dear to go home change mahx.. den aft tt chiong down to nana chalet.. =) drink quite alot but not drunk lahx not tt LOT oso lahx abit nia dear oso mahx.. den play true ot dare.. WAH LAU!!! dun wan sae ar.. qi si wo!! humPh!!! den aft tt we watch some show ar.. whahah den mmm sssllleeeeeeppp ^_^ hug my baby to slp @ 4+ whahahah n dear din't go sch again =/ meet dear aft my work.. went bugis hav dinner den send dear back..

``baby i loveeeeeeeeee you!!!
``baby.. i'll nv abandon u n u oso cannot abandon me o
``baby.. u cannot mmmm den i oso cannot mmmm o
``baby.. laogong love laopo =)

2005-09-19T08:32:00.000+08:00

heeheex now HOLIDAY!!!
mmm nv blog for v long time ar..
busy mahx!!! =)
hav a great time spendin w/ baby..
loveeeee her to the max!!!!
she got me a watch!!!
heeheex.. basically.. we gt each other the same watch..
gave baby a little surprise last nitz
but not surprise @ all lehx coz AIYO!!!
me n dear too fated liao ar..

``baby u dun hav 2 b sentitive
``i love u w/ every beat of my heart
``baby i dun wanna lose u
``i'll listen to wadeva baby saes
``i'll not do things tt will hurt baby again =)

2005-09-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

mmmm
meet dear @ her area mac study =)
but ehhh ya lahx manage 2 flip a few page
with dear ard do u tink i can concentrate?
hahahaha
i onli can concentrate lookin @ her ar =D
@ 5.30 we went to bugis
slack there den mmmm
dear ar!!!! NOT FAIR!!!
but well nvm den aft tt we went back liao =)
short n sweet day
love havin u ard baby

``hope the pain goes away soon =)
``dear wo yao ni kai xin!!!
``wo bu hui li kai ni de =)

n i love her so much

2005-09-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

went to aljunied library find dear
aft tt come over to my house
*^_^*
den aft tt she was tellin me abt something
silly dear
we both worried abt the same thingy =)
hav steamboat @ parkway
den walk awhile
tk bus to payalebar walk her back
yester oso walk back frm the
dis time i was holdin her hand =D

``i love you
``dun haf to wori so much

2005-09-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

wednes
dear come over my place @ 8.30 =D
den ya..
went out @ 2+
went town saw idiot
den tk neo print
machine sucks
went bugis
walk ard
her mood goes down
went back @ 8+
she dun wan me walk her back
sumting went wrg
things is okie again

`` please dun tink negative

Thursday
meet dear aft sch
come over to my house
went out 2 payalebar hav dinner
walk her back frm there
didn't hold her hand =(
we tok
she sae her hp gt sumting
feel jealous
but glad she told me

``nth is too late
``i love u frm the bottom of my heart
``wad muz i do to let u believe in me

``i reali wanna watch tt show with you
`` i wanna tell everyone tt i love onli YOU

2005-09-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

go sch early hav fidelio exam
kinda sucky
@ least gt 56 bahx *HopE*
oh well
mmm meet dear aft sch rush down to her area
went to marina cartel hav MY dinner
coz dear dun wanna eat den dear veri shy
hahaha
den me n jonathan play "black magic"
whAhhaHa den ting² kinda surprise ar
den mard oso wahahah so fuNny
dear was kinda shy tho but okie lahx
every1 there think she's cute oh well my dear lehx!!! =D
dear goin kbox with her frienz den i acc her 2 somerset =)
den i go home lor yupyup
i miss her =)
dear comin over tml mornin =D

``laopo
``wo hao ai ni ar
`` wo yao rang the whole world noe I LOVE YOU!!!

2005-09-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

mmm todae lesson end kinda early
went hm coz dear goin TPY study
tml she havin n lvl social studies
was watchin intial D yupyup
den ya lor
i call dear but she in the library den studyin so din't get to tok much
she goin back alone den i HUH till veri loud
den i faster get change n chiong cab down to toapayoh!
whahahaha
den super heng can
when i get down the cab onli saw dem liao
if abit late onli sure can't find her den jiu go there for nth lia
hahaha den dear gt a BIG SHOCK!
whahahahaha
i dun wan dear to go back alone mahx so far lehx
den pass dear the card i make for her
okie lahx is ugly =( sori dear
-MR LOVE -MRS

2005-09-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

=D
dis mornin wake up den saw dear msg liao
love the msg
=D
work work work gt cuts AGAIN
sighhh
work till 5.30 msg dear
nv reply coz her card no $ liao
den i wanna top up for her den msg her tell her lots of reason even tho i noe she can't reply
i use the reason of is our suppose-2b-4th-mth-anni present den when i reach eunos i top up for her =D
call dear
she hav dinner den she feel hungry again den she go get burger n guess wad?
she's eatin again =/ mmmm
goin call her later!!!! =D

``wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni

2005-09-04T08:38:00.000+08:00

yester -MRS reach like mmmm 2? yupyup
den ya
mmm yester veri emo dunno y
den mmm tell dear wad i tink
acc dear to bus stop wait for bus den i chiong off to work
was super busy yester
found two phone n i return lehx!! =D
den mmm actually work till 10.30 but kelvin ask me stay till 11
so okie lor den 11 report to mard end work
den she ask me or johnny to help out till 1130
actually is johnny lahx but aiya he like veri tired so i stay lor
den mmm heng ar!!!
gt in the last train..
reach hm @ 12.15 i guess
den mmm call dear @ 1+?
chat awhile n i'm off to slp

``wo yao ni xing fu
``wo yao ni kuai le
``wo yao ni de dao jiu hao de
``wo hao ai ni ar!!!

2005-09-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

din't msg -MRS much
went off to work str8 aft sch
super busy
aft work chiong to -MRS area find her =D
chat awhile den went off liao =(
oh ya~!
yester fiona n her bf quarrel till like nobody business
so scary!!! +shake head+

mmmm later workin!!! ='(
SATURDAY LOR!!!
wah lau!!! humpH!!! +*%^$()^(^^%$+
-MRS comin over =)
frm juz now till now haven reach call her
she sae still @ home =/
kk shall stop here =)

2005-09-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

okie i still dun understand y junyang din't get into final!!!
=/ so damn tupid!!!
mmm -MRS din't reply until 7.30
coz she din't bring her phone out
i miss her badly =(
lesson end early
reach hm like mmm 4.30 i guess yupyup
tml workin
dunno can meet -MRS not
i wanna meet her!!!!!
tml she havin english prelim
all the best -MRS!!!!

``-MR love -MRS

2005-08-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

dumb coz of sum tupid dumb ppl havin sum tupid dumb talk
den make -MRS mood so down
madness!!! arghhhhh...

exam is like 12 days away n i'm still slackin wad the hell!!!
x_X

2005-08-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

reach sengkang
find linlin miss her lotsss
den go laoda house
manage to find my way there
tupid lor she still slpin
humPH~!
den she cut my hair for like ONE HOUR PLUS CAN!!!!
faint den aft tt nana keep callin ask us 2 go compass point meet her
den reach there i gtg liao din't get to tok 2 nana
den mmm went to hougang tk bus to eunos den rush down to bugis
wahhh reali rush lor
den aft tt went mos coz xav. was hungry make them wait so long den i so bu hao yi shi
mMmm nice knowin xav
we hav one n onli common point
oh well is more den enuff tho~
hAhahA went to hav MOS
den send him to train station
den me n -MRS walk ard
walk walk walk =D
den she hungry
hav long john
den while waitin for bus we hav ice cream
i feed her =D
den she allow me to eat ice cream =)
den send her back
=)

``thx silly ger

2005-08-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

mmm fiona juz send me song
kinda emo tho =')
mmm kinda affect my mood
okie i'm emo now
ohwells is okie
tml will b goin sch
den goin cut my hair
i'm hapi
den can meet nana n laoda
=D

``wad can i do to make u hav more trust in me

2005-08-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

went down to bukit batok
every1 saw my love bite
meichiew sae tingting bite u ar?
den aft tt dey were like lookin @ me like one kind make me shy
hUmPh
den tk train yupyup
went to aljunied c doc waited like hell
oh well i still get the MC den meet -MRS @ kallage
we tk train to boonlay den tk back to pasir ris den to tiong bahru den i send her back
WahAHAHaHah okie we gt nth betta to do
yupyup she dun wanna walk mahx so ya lor

``-MRS
dun doubt me
i will prove to you de
i will i will i will

2005-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

oOOOOo yA!!!how m i goin sch tml?!?!?!?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
my faceeeeeeeee
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2005-08-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

didn't go sch *heex
she came over @ 10
she went in room 2 slp w/ my niapniap in her hand!!!
i went in room 2 snatch back
den . . .
aft bathin went out of house like 3?
went to parkway hav lunch.. duck rice..
teach her maths
den walk ard
went ECP
sit @ the place where i propose to her
den walk to mac
she was singin sumting
i can't stop luffin
she ask me dun luff
tryin hard
but fail
HAhAHaHAhaAHa..
hav mac slack there till 8
send her back
yupyup
on the way back to her house
i piggyback her =)
hope she will b fine tml
tupid thingy make her so scare
madness!!!!

silly ger.. i miss u!

2005-08-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

wads wrong?!?!??!?!?
wads happenin!!!! arghhhhh y her mood so bad?
arghhhhh i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!
can u plz stop hurtin urself!!!!!

2005-08-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

mMMm slp late last nitz.. was tokin on phone w/ ting²
when tokin on phone w/ her i juz can't seems to call her by her name..
juz so no used 2 it so i ended up callin her oei eh hey..
den aft tt i sae sumting tt make her mmm angry? uhHUh so hav to grant her 3 wishes n WAHHHHHH (*^@_(*^ okie i won't sae it out de yupyup.. =/
den mmm slp @ 3 i guess.. den she can't stop smilin.. =/ yupxyupx
i'm tired! veri veri tired..
2dae.. ehhh wad happen ar? *STM*
oOoooo work work work den hav dinner y.w.t..
den mmmmm i miss MY silly ger lots..
i wanna hug MY silly ger to slp..
i wan MY silly ger to b hapi..

``hope ur mood will b fine soon
`` memories of us keep poppin out when i'm alone

``i'm glad i hav my silly ger..

2005-08-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

thx pd for helpin out my blogskin.. WhahAhHAhhA
oh well.. 2dae stay home can..
i'm juz so guai
mmm msg her but din't reply..
mMmmM she's busy i guess.. sighhhh..
wanna hug u..
sighhhh..
i miss u..
wanna call u..
ohwell.. aniting bahx..

2005-08-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

she's back
she's gone

2005-08-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

mmm guess wad? 2dae i sit bside amanda~!!yupx.. liao bu qi can~!!!
den wah lau i dun even dare 2 face her lor.. but sigh bu yao lahx.. giv her face..
den i keep turnin back coz WAH LAU she reali gt bad breath can~~~~
almost DIE sittin bside her ar..
mmm den nth much le bahx.. yupx

``mmmm she goin watch chocolate factory w/ me

2005-08-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

life aren't goin too well
stress over lots of stuff
nitz is worst~! my mood juz simply sucks like one kind
went SGH 2dae

``can i juz go bang the wall?
``dis is not me

2005-08-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

``i'll do my best to cheer u up when u're sad
``i'll do my best to giv u wad i can to c u smile
``i'm sori for wad i hav done 2dae

2005-08-14T13:47:00.000+08:00

yester was a great nitz.. reali.. thx for everything..

trust me i'm not goin help dem again~!!!!
damn~!!!! wadeva lahx can't b bother liao..

``i reali nv lie 2 u
``y muz u tink in tt way
``i hate it! reali do..
``u doubt everything abt me
``WHY CAN'T YOU HAV FAITH IN ME!!!!
``wad i sae yester i will nv 4get..
``promise is a promise~!!!
``u noe me.. i tk promise seriously~!!!!
``there's lots n lots of thing i dun understand..
``qn tt onli u can ans
``ans tt i wan u to tell me
``3 words i shall wait..

2005-08-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

tupid lincoln~
juz dunno how 2 tk care of himself..
*shake head* nag @ him le.. know him 2 well therefore project is more impt to him.. sigh..
juz hope he will get well soon.. ya lahx ya lahx.. now sayin i'm like his gf liao lor.. idiot..
care for u can~! onli noe how 2 care abt others dunno how 2 take care of urself!! qi si wo le lahx.. keep sayin is okie is okie.. if i'm the 1 sick ar.. i tink u will bish me up liao lahx.. *shake head*

`mmm i hope i didn't bring u lots of prob coz sumhow i tink i did..
`mmm i dunno wad can i do cheer u up.. wanna let u noe tt i'm there for u..
`mmm juz wanna c u smile =)

2005-08-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

i dun like u 2 b =(
wad can i do to cheer u up?
sigh~

``wad m i suppose 2 do?

2005-08-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

ms yeo wasn't in gd mood 2dae..
hope is betta now..
everything seems so dull to me..

``hav faith in me

2005-08-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

thx ms yeo thx burdensssss thx nana

``still waiting

2005-08-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

dunno wad happen
i'm lost once again..

2005-08-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY THREE MONTH MRS MINE!!!!

well.. meet dear @ kallage she pass me a veri veri nice present.. n i love it lotssss coz is dear do it herself de o!!! she draw herself she pain herself.. everything o!!! n i love it real lotsssss.. =D heeheex.. we hav dinner @ bugis den walk awhle saw grace n gilda.. den chat awhle.. den walk awhle again den send her back.. =D dear ring in art room.. hope she can get back tml.. =)

``mrs mine thx for ur lovely present..

``mrs mine i love u..

2005-08-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

well nth much aft sch chiong off rainin through but well is okie lahx..
meet dear @ kallage den aft tt come over to my house.. =D
den was doin dear friendster whahahaha den was writin dear a testimo infront of her..
whahahah.. den was editin her profile infront of her oso lahx =P
aft tt we went to bugis hav dinner.. dear din't eat.. yupx..
den wait for huiping to reach slack awhle send dear back.. sum little prob happen but settle liao.. heeheex.. den dear sobx coz.. i'm sori baby.. muz believe my love for u alright?
den i'm sick!!! nose block.. dun like ar.. den sore throat..

``mr mine will nv leave mrs mine de
``mr mine love love love love love mrs mine n onli mrs mine =D

2005-08-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

mmmm 2dae dint get to c deardear.. but well wake up onli c deardear msg le.. =) brighten my day.. den mmm nth much lahx.. coz nv meet dear 2dae.. so kinda no life 2dae.. heeheex..
oh ya~!idiot dey all was lookin @ tose neo print me n dear tk de.. den idiot n irmahx n contract sae deardear veri cuteeeee =D heeheex.. i tink so tooo.. den dey sae mmmm =X whahaha.. wadeva.. can't b bother.. but well sum1 piss me off todae.. n i shall 4giv n 4get.. but idiot irmahx n contract dey all was kinda angry of tt sum1.. well we shall 4giv okie? =)

``I LOVE BABY TING..
``love her to the max..
``i feel like heaven now..

2005-08-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

well.. todae onli haf hotel security lehx.. mmm din't noe we dun haf FO.. hahaha.. =)
den mmm start the dumb test @ like 10.30 guess wad? i finish doin @ 11!!! ah manx!!!! how 2 die sia.. humPh~ den hope can pass bahx.. yupx yupx..
aft tt went off to bugis get present for deardear..3 months anni mahx.. den guess wad i got her? lots of chocolate!!! hahaha n 1 top up cards n the rabbit~! lolx.. hope she like it..
she din't noe i'm meetin her but well i reach her sch like mmm 1pm.. den wait wait wait till like mmmm 2+ den c her n grand-daughter whahaha.. den mmm @ 1st we din't reali tok lahx.. but aft awhle okie liao =) hapi~! den @ bugis lookin for ^ present.. den mm aft tt went off to city hall wait for huiping to reach den we went off to PS.. mmm wad can i sae? i njoy being w/ her.. things is turnin good..

``you're mine! n i'm ur's!!!
``deardear sae she won't let go off my hand..
``neither will i baby~!
``i love you!!!!

2005-08-01T08:18:00.000+08:00

jealousy taken control of everything.. possesive.. paranoid..
wad m i tinkin? dis months wasn't a gd month.. hope will get over soon..

`behide me is lots of frienz.. thx sharon =)

``sorri

2005-07-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

mmm went ECP early the mornin.. din't get to slp long.. last nitz mood was rather bad..
i noe i worried over nth.. i noe i'm jealous over nth.. but i juz can't help feelin tt way.. sori..
reach hm @ mmm 12 plus goin 1 i tink? yupx.. nth much le.. yupx.. when can i stop feelin that way? i hate myself for behavin dis way.. reali dislike it.. makin her sad makin her mood down n stuff.. i dun wan i dun wan.. i dun wanna make her feel tt way.. =( sori for every single thing..

``sori

2005-07-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

well.. meet dear @ aljunie mrt platform.. went to town.. den slack ard lor.. yupx yupx.. mmmm acc dear meet her frienz @ cine den i went off to get dear the burger she wan.. den went back to cine n pass to her den i went off le.. yupx yupx.. den wanted to meet lean de lahx.. but hor.. mmm she need go back n stuff so nv lor.. i was @ heeren for awhle den shorty msg me.. told her i'm @ town alone.. so she came down to meet me.. =D nice of her.. den slack slack slack till max reach den i went off to parkway meet bi.. yupx.. been quite long since i last meet up w/ her ar.. den went ecp slack awhile.. promise dear will reach hm b4 12 de.. yupx.. well she meetin her frienz goin out i tink.. dunno lahx.. den mmm is alrdy nice of her to msg me n meet up w/ me ar..

``dear is always in my heart..
``we will hold on tight..

2005-07-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

well.. nth much..wake up msg w/ ana.. heeheex.. den mmm oso gt sneak out of class awhle chat w/ shorty.. glad tt shorty mood is betta le ar.. hapi for u lahx har.. hahhaa.. sch end early.. chiong off meet dear.. but ehhh she havin test so din't reply me.. so i told her i'll wait for her @ kallage.. yupx yupx..den when i reach le time is onli like 1.04 or so.. so i decided 2 go bugis get dear sunflower.. den i faster chiong to the shop n get her flower which is mmm kinda ex? lolx.. den i faster tk train back to kallage.. den waited 4 dear to msg me.. i was readin through my hotel security.. heeheex.. den dear msg me @ 1.45 or so i guess? dunno lahx.. den ask me go her sch.. so i tk bus 2 her sch lor.. den saw her pass her the flower.. den mmm went cine.. deardear wanna go kbox mahx.. i'm juz so lucky 2 hear her singin lor.. dear sing damn nice can.. den ya lahx.. i oso gt SCREAM lolx.. poor dear ear muz b in terrible state i guess.. sorri dear.. hahaha.. den huiping oso gt sing lor.. yupx yupx.. den we went off @ 8 i guess den hav long john.. den aft tt hm sweet hm.. din't send dear home.. coz she dun wan =/

``dear.. thx for everything..

2005-07-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

mmm go sch slack slp durin gramma..dunno wad she tokin abt.. rush off.. tot can meet up w/ dear.. but well.. is okiee.. =) she goin kbox w/ her frienz.. yupx.. den den den.. nth le.. sucky dae.. yester nightmare.. dream of her n HER patch.. dump me sayin sumting like i'm not as gd as HER.. well.. d r e a m.. yupx.. =)
mondae havin test.. n guess wad? i haven touch it.. SURE DIE! yupx.. n seriously.. i'm damn broke.. i dun hav $ liao.. aiyooo.. my last 10 bucks i pass to dennis ask him help me bet on football.. betta win sia.. if not ar.. ho ho ho.. my satur reali die ar.. hahaha.. my LAST ten buckssss..

``dis wk is tough 2 get through..
``hope we will get through everything together..
``love u..

2005-07-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

changi airport gt sweet for her.
off to parkway get sunflower. but haven arrival so rush to kallage meet her.
den back home. 4+ den went off 2 parkway.den giv her the flower.
den wait for huiping den wait for her hav dinner den home sweet home..

last nitz hav a nice tok w/ dear..
we make lots of agreement.. =)

``deardear..i won't break dem de..
``deardear.. muz b patient w/ me o..
``hao ai ni ar!!!

2005-07-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

not a gd day..
thx shorty.. thx ms yeo.. thx craven..
thx huiping.. reali thx lotssss =)

hope everything will b fine soon..

``u noe how much i love u..

2005-07-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

last nitz was a terrible dae.. story almost end.. phew..
she mean so much 2 me can.. didn't concentrate in class..
wake up kinda early or should i sae i din't slp? meet waiyu n shihui for breakfast but in the end tupid waiyu put m3 plane lor.. den hav breakfast alone while waitin for shihui.. den shihui went off 1st n i wait for shorty lor.. den walk 2 sch.. mmm well.. mood wasn't tt gd.. yupx.. every1 can c tt.. so ya.. den mmm aft sch tk cab to meet her.. and thing is fine~ thx god! i'm sorry guysssss i hav cause u gals lots of trouble.. i noe i noe.. u guys are the best!!! =D thx waiyu thx shorty thx dearest classmate thx ms yeo thx sh.. thx lotssssssss!!!!

``i njoy time spendin w/ u n onli u..
``promise are not meant to break..
``i believe in u.. i believe in us..
``dun giv up on m3.. =D

2005-07-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

HAPI BIRTHDAY LOVER!!!! hahaha.. i miss cosy bay.. dun u lover? =D

yester work in the mornin.. frm 9.30 to 1.30.. pay onli 30 bucks.. but kinda easy job juz tt we need 2 carry lots of stuff.. HEAVY can! hUmPh but well aft tt went home meet dear.. slack ard @ city hall den mph n stuff.. den aft tt hav a small prob due to my tupid sentence.. den punch the wall n she oso lahx.. sigh.. silly her.. den mmm aft tt went to her frienz house.. on the way there.. i piggy back her.. =) 1st time wor.. 1st time piggy back ppl for so long.. lolx.. the feelin is niceee.. heeheex.. dear not tt heavy lor.. dunno y she keep sayin she fat.. -_-" den mmm yupx.. nth much lor.. she reach hm like 1+ yupx yupx..

2dae.. slpin dae.. slp whole dae ar.. hahaha not reali lahx.. wanted 2 study.. but ehhh LAZY!!! lolx.. so din't lor.. yupx.. mmm call her juz now.. mmm ya.. nth le.. yupx..

``hope dear hand is betta..
=)

2005-07-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

well..2dae sick dae.. mmMm dun feel quite well lor.. juz wanna meet my deardear.. sigh. lesson end @ 11+ mmm pretty fast.. den i faster chiong back le.. hAHahAH.. den meet dear @ my house.. den dear gt m3 lunch.. coz i ask her 2 buy mahx.. heeheex.. actually in pain but c dear onli i'm okieeee le.. =D den den den.. mmmmm I LOVEEEEEEEEE HER!!!!! love her 2 the max!!! den mmm left hiuse @ 3+ goin 4 den mmm actually goin town meet shorty dey all de.. but aiyooo dey @ JE.. so far.. i'll b nuts if i reali go manx.. soooo in the end we headed 2 tamp.. den mmm walk walk walk ard.. den mmmm send her home den yupx like tt lor.. mmm seriously.. my feelin for her is deeper n stronger each dae..

``deardear thx for msgin tt person n reject her..
``love dear lotsssssssssssss..

2005-07-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

well.. nth much for 2dae.. yuPx.. mmm share cab w/ ernern home.. wait for dear to reach eunos den slack awhle den went off to bedok hav dinner den mmm now tokin on phone w/ dear.. guess i'm juz so in love w. her tt i dun wanna spend a min w/o her.. mmm but mmm dunno lahx.. tupid waiyu!!!! arghhhhhhh now.. sigh!!!

``sori dear.. i noe i'm paranoid over nth..
``but u can't blame m3..
``i dun like tt feelin.. i reali reali reali dun like tt feelin..
``deardear.. i love u.. dun wanna lose u.. heeheex..

2005-07-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

Last nitz wasn't tt gd.. sum little prob happen.. but well is over.. it will onli make our love stronger ritz? baby.. dun lose faith in our relationship okie? rmb our promise.. i love u.. reali do.. our love will overcome everything.. we will..

tupid day! lesson suppost to end @ 4+ but tt teacher sae 5.. wah lauuuuuuuu.. so sad can.. mood down sia! i wan meet dear de lehx.. den in the end thx god i'm in a wonderful class.. till 4.45 nia.. den i reali chiong to meet dear dear.. reali reali reali loveeeeeee her =D

``deardear.. i dun wan aniting to come in btw us..
`` deardear.. i won't fall for ani1 de..

2005-07-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

well.. nth much.. meet up w/ dear juz now.. giv her a surprise.. =) heeheex.. pop out out of the sudden heeheex.. miss her mahx.. den yester tok w/ dear till kinda late hahaha.. n kinda long.. mmm sort of frm 8+ till 2+ but in btw gt put down.. awhle onli lahx.. love chattin w/ dear dear.. my sweet dear.. i love her so much.. dear.. u mean so much to me..

``dear all i wan is YOU YOU YOU!!!
``dear i miss YOU YOU YOU!!!
``dear.. i love YOU YOU YOU!!!

i love her lots

2005-07-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

yester went sentosa for CTIS.. reach there quite early hav breakfast w/ johnny dang fiona.. saw shaun n yuri so join dem.. =) den mmm went to control station to meet up w/ the rest tk lots of pic.. whahaha left sentosa @ 12+ w/ irmah idiot cherry n frienz.. dey hav lunch den aft tt we went to town.. the rest went off 1st so left idiot amanda n m3.. den m3 n idiot tk neo print.. was pretty niceee whahaha coz gt ME! whahaha crap.. =) den mmm meet dear 3 @ somerset.. saw her ex.. find her gd lookin but dear tinks otherwise.. den we walk ard @ cineleisure den we went off.., go home change mahx.. =)) dear wait for m3 @ aljunie.. den mmm went payalebar hav her LJS.. haha den she change to her tube dress.. she DAMN CHIO LOR!!!! she's MY dear lor!!! OMG!!!!! i dunno how 2 express the feelin u noe? is like WOW!!! she's is soooo damn BEAUTIFUL!!!!! mmm went to meet her frienz den walk there.. IS A LONG WALK!!! poor baby leg is pain.. den mmm the performance wasn't as good as brd.. =x
aft tt wasn't tt gd.. hav a small misunderstandin.. wadeva u guys call it.. den dey went off.. den yupx.. din't slp the whole nitz.. call dear @ 3+ tok tok tok till mmm dunno how long hahah den rmb we end call @ 6 bahx..

``baby.. u're my everything..
``nv wanna lose u..
``nv 4get our promise okie =)
``need u in my life..

2005-07-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

yester din't meet dear.. so mood wasn't tt gd.. =(
2dae was GREAT!!!! veri niceeee dae...
aft sch i chiong home.. tidy up the house den wait for dear to reach..
den go downstair pick dear up.. den slack till like 4 den we went off to parkway.. walk walk walk den hav dinner saw jelisa.. crap awhleden we went walk walk again.. dear wanna go MPH.. so went in.. dear was readin sum horoscope bk den lie 2 dear i wanna eat ice cream but i went 2 get her sunflower =) i wanna giv her 99 sunflower by dis year!!! =) den aft tt ard 7+ we went to paya lebar hav sum bits den aft tt frm there we walk to alijunie.. =) heeheex.. how i wish time could juz stop there..

``baby..wad can i sae?
``u're the cuteeeee angel ani1 could ever hav..
``y m i so lucky 2 hav u?
``baby.. i'm juz so crazie over u!!!

2005-07-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

2dae meet up w/ dear watch movie..
spend my daeeeeeeeee w/ deardear.. my cuteeeee dear.. =)

2005-07-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

eeeeeee sori guys didn't blog for daysssss.. =)
well satur meet dear went bishan den town den tk pic den gav her the little puzzle i hav for her.. hahaha alittle bit more abt the puzzle tingy ya?mmm staur mornin wake up @ 10 den went out @ 11+ to bugis den go 2 lovely land get her the 3D puzzle.. veri cute o.. den i chiong home tryin my best to fix the puzzle asap.. den when i abt 2 finish is alrdy like 2? whahah i'm lousy in puzzle.. summore is 3D lor.. so tk longer time u noe? den i faster went out meet deardear.. heeheex.. @ nitz den i gave it 2 her @ esplancen(wadeva u spell it) =) heeheex.. hope dear dear like wor.. yupx!!
sundae mmm last min gt work.. so went to work.. end work like 7 den go down meet deardear hav dinner den toktok @ the park there.. =)
mondae! which is 2dae.. tirin.. slpy.. boring.. tml is shaun bdae.. heeheex.. den mmm meet deardear @ bugis.. was rainin like cats n dogs.. yupx.. was damn wet.. den yupx.. tt's abt all..

``i love my deardear!!!
``her her her..
``i'm all abt u..
``i'm all abt US! =)

2005-07-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

yester meet dear @ bugis..
hav dinner w/ waiyu n craven..
dear find both of dem VERY cutee..
craven treat.. thx manx..
send her hm.. tok on phone..
day was alright but night wasn't tt good

`i'm juz an idiot
`idiot tt always make her mood down
`dunno wad i should do 2 cheer her up when she sad

``love my angel..
``love her lotsss

2005-07-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

mood not tt gd..kinda bad..dun ask me y..

``dear outside with him
``still not back home
``hope she feelin betta
``hope she hav her meals

2005-07-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I LOVE HER!!!! LOVE HER LOTS!!!
mMmm 6.20 pm 6 july 2005 @ east coast park i propose to her le!!!!

``dear dear sae i'm the 1st person tt brought her sunflower..
``dear dear sae i'm the 1st person tt buy her rings..
``dear dear is now my laopo~!!!
``dear dear.. rmb my swearin n promises?
``dun doubt m3 le k? reali k?
``dear dear.. onli can angry for ONE dae o.. muz o..
``dear dear.. i loveeeeee u!!!! muackx muackx muackx!!!

`k guys. i`m broke.. ani programme count me out..
n sigh hope i can go through dis wk.. =)

2005-07-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TWO MONTHS!!!

wahahhaah i'm so hapi lor.. is two months w/ my deardear.. =) i'm soooo in love w/ her can?!
mMMm sch was alright.. meet waiyu n sh for breakfast.. n guess wad? waiyu was the 1st 2 reach!!! lolx.. yupx yupx.. den mmm july intake start sch 2dae oso..m3 n waiyu kinda busy ar.. =) den mmm suppose 2 end class @ 6.15 but mr lim is juz so nice lor! let us off @ 4+.. den mmm we alrdy decide on our CTIS liao.. hahah.. 16 havin BBQ.. 18 havin movie in sch.. den yupx yupx.. tml is cousin weddin.. sianz.. -_-" den mmm juz now aft sch gt card for deardear.. in the train was writin wad 2 write =) den when reach there.. shop for food for deardear.. dun wan her get hungry @ nitz.. she veri LAZY de! lolx.. dear acc m3 for dinner den acc m3 wait for bus.. so nice of dear ritz? tt's y i love her so much ar.. =)

``deardear.. dun leave sasa
``deardear.. dun abandon sasa
``deardear.. dun 4get the promise u make for sasa
``deardear.. cannot lie 2 sasa
``deardear.. muz trust sasa heart onli hav u
``deardear.. sasa love u

2005-07-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

MmmMm meet dear @ 2.. tk 80 to kovan den tk train down to sengkang.. find linlin.. =) dear was kinda shY heeheex.. but aft tt was okie le ritz?! lolx.. mMMm hang ard there for quite awhle.. den mmMm left there den went to town tk neo print =)

i feel so insecure.. i love u so much.. u're so perfect.. u're juz so nice.. u're juz so great..u're juz so irresistable.. i can't stop myself frm fallin frm u deeper.. i noe i'm juz paranoid.. i noe u hav try ur best 2 assure m3 u won leave m3.. i noe i noe i noe.. but i can't stop tinkin all tt.. sorri! i'm feelin insecure.. i feel tt every1 wanna noe u.. wanna hav u.. i'm scare of losin you.. =(

``thx dear for toleratin my tupid nonsense..

``dear.. i njoy every min w/ u..
``dear.. u're the best..
``dear.. i can't stop missin u..
``dear.. i'm sori.. i juz dun hav confident in myself..
``dear.. i love u.. =)

2005-07-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

haf dinner w/ lover n sharon =) was nice chattin w/ dem.. heeheex.. den went back @ 7+ i guess coz i reach hm @ 9? was msgin w/ dear but the way she msg m3.. i dun tink she in gd mood.. i tot i did sumting wrg.. when i reach hm.. she send m3 the msg tt reali scare m3 off manx.. so i faster tk cab chiong down.. but b4 tt i brought her ice cream yupx.. is DURIAN LOR!!! =S but for her i'm okie for it.. when i msg her i'm downstair i tink she was shock? hahaha.. when she c m3 she hug m3 n sobx.. dunno y.. i guess i did sumting wrg tt's y she cry? sori dear.. chat w/ her for 1 hour plus.. left there @ 1030 or so bahx.. yupx.. show dear temper cox of sumting.. n trust m3 i'm damn bloody guilty now.. i'm sori soir sori sori sori sori.. can't 4give myself.. wanna let the whole world noe tt u're the best~!

``dear.. dun compare urself 2 others.. u're the best! u treat m3 like nobody hav ever show m3..
``i delete away the msg sheena once send m3 infront of deardear.. wanna let deardear noe tt she is PAST! she dun mean aniting 2 m3 le.. but u do!
``now my world is all abt u zhuang ting ting!!
``thx dear for always givin in to me..
``u treat m3 real niceee n i'm glad i hav u by my side..
``i love u!

2005-07-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

dunn where to start.. yester was fun.. went chalet w/ dear.. she's shy.. hahah but aft awhle she's not liao.. whahah dennis sing song for her.. =) whahaha.. aft bbq we play game.. n i drink? yah.. mMmm not alot.. not reali veri drunk lahx I GUESS whahaha.. onli rmb sum part.. as in.. dennis shoutin he like charlize.. madness.. dear sae i keep sHouTin WO AI ZHUANG TING TING~! my gOD! HAhaHA.. dear sae i compete w/ dennis c whu shout faster.. whahaha.. -_-" madness.. dear sae i tell her lots of secret.. -_-" den den den still gt wad lehx? oOoO my classmate is a bad influence 2 her! lolx.. ask her dun go sch.. bad! lolx.. mMM in the end dear nv go sch AGAIN! meet dear @ 2+ juz now.. =)

``i'll nv 4get the promise i make for u
``i'll nv 4get the swear i make
``i'll nv 4get the promise u n i make
``i'll nv 4get 1 july 2005
``i'm juz so hapi 2 hav u by my side

2005-06-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

WEEeeeEEEeex.. drEam coME truE le!!! n i LoVE heR soOoOOooO mUch!!!!
nTh goNna chANge mY lOve foR heR manx.. lAst nItz Was A woNDeRful nItz..

WO HAO XING FU AR!!!

xing fu dao i can go die manx..campin din't reali make it.. but mmM still stay over.. waiyu left @ 6+ i guess.. dear reach ard tt time.. gt a lil surprise for her.. hope she like it.. coz she no expression de lehx.. dunno she like not wor.. den mmmmm hav steamboat for dinner.. tell dear wad i tink.. n mMmM love huggin her!!!! dear gt m3 a card n present.. THX!! i love it lotsssssss..

``deardear.. u make m3 feel like i'm the most xing fu person in the whole..

``i'm so crazie in love w/ u..

``when u open ur eyes n the 1st person i c is u.. the feelin is juz so great!

``I LOVE YOU!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh i'm so in love w/ yOU! YOU YOU!!!!

thx god

2005-06-29T08:40:00.000+08:00

didn't slp the whole nitz.. *yAwn*
dear is fine.. i'm glad.. =)
goin ECP later.. yet to pack my stuff..
deardear will b goin.. =D
msg w/ ms yeo.. ms yeo meetin bf for breakfast..
hAHaHA.. kinda miss ms yeo eH. =/
can't wait 2 meet dear later..

2005-06-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

waiyu was late for 1 hour?
yupx.. suppost 2 meet m3 @ 12 n guess wad? 12.05 she call n sae she @ home..
tt's k a s e ! ! ! but well kinda expected lahx har.. so nvm..
slack @ bugis till 3 i guess.. took neoprint..
mmmm reach PS @ 4+ walk awhle.. part w/ dem.. dey took cab.. i tk bus to tamp..
long ride.. tk 1 hours plus 2 reach tamp.. hav dinner.. didn't stay long.. aft tt went back.. sori guysss..

``she's in a bad mood i guess..
``she didn't reply my msg or call till 6+ i guess..
``i'm worried..
``she's alone.. dunno where.. she dun wan to go back early..
``hate myself for being so useless..
``dunno wad happen to her.. can't help her in aniway..
``feel like bangin the wall..
``hate to c her sad n can't do aniting 2 cheer her up..
``i'm control freak~!
``i love her.. ``i need her.. ``i wan her..
``wheneva she's down.. i'm down..
``juz wan her 2 noe.. i'm there for her..
``she's nv alone..

``Without you my whole world is falling apart
``And I'm going crazy!

2005-06-28T10:33:00.000+08:00

i miss dEardear..
mmMm miss her lotsssss..
can't meet her up 2dae.. =(
meeting waiyu later..
goin bugis i guess..
mmmm last nitz tok 2 dear till 2..
guess she muz b complainin tired in class.. hAhaHA

``deardear.. i miss you.. b a d l y..
``i wan my deardear..
``miss ur hugs..
``u're my one & only.. love*

hapi hapi dae

2005-06-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

mMMMm.. meet sy ll bond n sean..
wanna watch movie but sold out.. =(
meet dear for awhle..
silly dear so sHy* (okie.. she gonna bish m3 up)
den den den..
we tk lotssss of neo print.. yUpx yuPx..
gt jelisa lehx.. so nan de~! lolx..
mMm slack @ town for quite awhle den dey left @ 5 i guess..
meet deardear..
den mmmMm yupx.. left town like mmm 6+ 7 i guess.. yuPx..
dear dear nv reply my msg..
i'm worried..
sigh..

wan my dear

2005-06-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
dear is not feelin well..
n she's feelin hungry now..
i can't do aniting..
i hate it..
manx~!!!!! i'm useless.. i'm dumb.. i'm arghhh..the worst person!!!!
how i wish i could b there.. giv her a hug.. cook sum stuff for her 2 eat..
arghHHhh.. *bish myself hard* *bang the wall hard*
if onli the pain is on m3! i wan no hurt on u..
i wish i could suffer all the pain for u.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sUNdAeeEeEee

2005-06-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

wEll Well Well.. my blog is fiNally bAck.. wanna giv SHARON A BIG HUG!!!!
lolx.. thx ger.. thx lotssssssssss.. whahahaha.. den den den..
2dae.. meet lean n laopo @ town.. hav lunch @ far east.. den walk ard.. walk for dear dear 2 reach.. silly dear late.. so she tk cab down.. hahaha.. den nth much bahx i guess.. yUpx..
gt gastric pain.. dear oso not feelin well.. sigh.. hope she feelin betta now.. miss her lots le..

``dear.. I LOVE YOU!!!!

=)

2005-06-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

swEet sWeeT shAron Help m3 oUt w/ mY bLog skin!!
hHAhaHA sooOo nicE of hEr cAN? GEex.. g3r.. u nV fAIl to chEer m3 uP whEn i nEEd u hEre..
thX.. rEali appReciAte eVErything.. nV rEgrEt kNowin u mANx.. =D hugs~!!!!

2005-03-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

2dae is a niceeeeee day..
1st meet up w/ sY & lL den we go Ps wAlk wALk hAv mY lUncH buy ticket..
den watch boogeyman~ whahahaha.. not a bad show i muz sae..
esp the part where the blackbird kena bang by the car.. WAHAHAHHAHAHA..
TRUST ME!!! i can't stop luffiN!!!! whahahahahaah.. =X OoPs~
sorri ar.. but REALLY VERI FUNNY LOR!!!
whahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. okokok.. enuff of my nonsense..
den we walk walk walk walk.. to far east den go eat den aft tt frm far east goin back to heeren there.. yUp.. on the way 2 heeren we keep tkin pic.. hahaha.. can u imagine? in the middle of orchard we stop & tk pic? woOohOoo so cooL riTz? lOlx.. reali nice goin out w/ tose buddies of mine manx~ dey jUZ ROX!!! hAHha.. den we tk neo print o.. hHAhaA.. yuP.. den mmm weLL nTh much le BAhx.. =D
enjoY myself 2dae..

2005-03-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

mMmmM not a bad daeeee.. can sae as a daeeee.. coz ADELINE drop by!!! so hapi!!! den nana & lao da oso.. heeheex.. miss dem real lots manx!
mmm chUm ar.. dis few days been tinkin of turnin back str8.. hahaha..
ya.. coOl ritz? but duNno how lehx.. mmm
is goin b werid if i turn back now.. mayb when sch reopen i will turn back le.. =)

2005-03-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

well well well.. 2dae.. not a bad dae.. y lehx? coz went out super early.. like ermm 10+++ den go the alijunie the HDB there help mummy pay rental feesss den aft tt go bedok meet weili for breakfast.. we haf KFC den aft tt process 2 tamp meet bro get eileen prezzie.. 1 hours of shop but can't find aniting.. den 2pm meet up w/ eileen @ tamp oso ar.. den watch hitch guess wad? the show is 4.15 lor.. so we was like slackin like hell can??? the show is damnnnn funny!!! but weili oso can slp in there.. *clAp clAp clAP* den she sae coz no1 entertain her.. she 1st time fall aslp sia.. pro bahx? wad to do? both eileen sit beside her.. haha.. den aft the show went k box.. wahhhh sing till bo voice liao lahx!!!! hahaha..

2005-03-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

fri super happenin!!!
hahah.. found out tt she all along juz PEI HE m3..
hahaha.. found out tt on 4 feb she's not sick..
she nv go hm.. she went pw..
hahaa... wad a fooL~!
but on fri saw vi..
=) she giv m3 a kiss on my cheeks..
so sweet.. =D
den bla bla bla bla..
long story.. hahaha.. overal.. not a bad dae.. i guess.. hahaha..

2005-03-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

2dae wei xuan dey all last dae @ bugis liao..
sad case.. weixuan pop out @ straw.. brought m3 old chang kee.. gandong daoooo.. haha.. den gt tk pic w/ her.. haha..
den mmm 2dae my cuteeeeeeeee jelisa ah mei oso drop by o.. so NAN DE!!! lolx.. tk pic w/ her of coz..
find tt wo hai man xing fu de.. coz most of my frienx ard m3 all so chio arbo jiu shi so shuai~ hahaha.. example.. shiyeeee lilinggggg jelisaaaaa
wow.. dis 3 pals alrdy chio + ke aiiii daooooooo hahaha.. goin out w/ dem i feel so guang rong can? lolx..
2dae.. she call wrg shop.. i ans the phone.. she sae oo sori call wrg.. den i hang liao.. like veri bad hor? i feel so guilty can? but.. oso dunno y juz like tt hang liao.. haiz.. den mood down again.. BUT!! I NV GO SMOKE HOR!!! i eat chocolateeee.. die lahx.. last nitz oso ALMOST smoke.. but coz weili there so eat ice cream.. wah.. i like super fast addict liao lehx.. hahahaha.. how ar? lolx..
nvm.. the most eat chocolate & ice cream lor.. so nxt time u guys saw m3 eatin all dis = to.. i'm depress coz i'm tinkin of her.. i'm missin her.. whahahaha..
g r e a t . .
i cry
i drink
i cut
i piece my ear
now?
i smoke.. wahhhhh
i dunno whu am i liao lahx..
tml goin clubbin won b home.. yeahhhhhhh!!!
tml drink whole nitz!!! YEpEeEeEeeE..

2005-03-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

2dae off o.. heeheex..
but wake up @ 8.30 9+ went out of house go lao da house.. yuP.. reach there ard 9.45++ bahx.. den she help m3 cut hair.. frm 10.20 to 11.20.. li hai bahx? lolx..
den mmmm not bad.. but dey sae veri g3r =/ hahaha.. nvm abt tt.. i find it not bad can liao.. heeheex.. den aft tt meet nana @ taopayoh den I BROGHT A HP!!!! whahahaha.. 6260..
yuP.. 570!!! faiNt.. dis month no more shoppIn for m3 le ar.. haha.. all muz cut down cut down.. hahaha.. den aft tt go town.. shop awhle.. den meet weili & eileen @ town.. slack awhle den hm sweet hm..
mmm oh ya.. b4 meetin weili & eileen.. went pool w/ laoda dey all.. yuP.. den @ tt time..
the K pool was playin 1 song.. tt remind m3 of her..
sobx.. is was christmas day.. the day we went monks.. the dae she dance so chiooooooo can..
i miss her.. 2dae she oso off bahx.. she.. i tink is w/ her.. dey should b huggin.. havin fun.. luffing away.. whle i'm? haiz.. s h i t it.. 2dae @ town.. coz weili ard.. so cannot s m o k e ar.. so i get ice cream!!!! hahaha..
oh sh i t manx.. i'm learnin frm bad 2 worst liao.. H i G h bO!!!

2005-03-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

hao xiang ta ar!!!!
='(
iF i sae i learn to smoke how ar?
2dae i brought sumting tt she like de again le..
but i dun haf the courage 2 pass to her
wo de tian ar ..
i tink i'm super hopeless..
i hope time will reali heal m3.. reali.. i reali hope..

2005-02-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

wrg info wrg info.. haha.. boss dunno abt m3 & her.. buT she noe abt sheena & tt bung..
okie.. i'm an idiot..
2dae walk pass one shop den saw hello kitty the sweet & guess waD?
ya.. i brought it.. i'm an idioT!!!
& i call jerlYn 2 pass to her.. ask her 2 sae is frm herself not frm m3 de ar..
wad an idiot..
i keep missin her..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
freak manx.. how 2 giv up like tt????
ppl so hapi now..
i'm still clingin on a tupid hopeless dream.. freak lahx..
every nitz like tt sooner or later sure bang wall liao..
oh ya.. cuifen & lor drop by 2dae.. so nice 2 c dem.. yUP..
dey chat w/ m3 awhle.. & lor 4get abt my chocolate.. =/
hahaha..
hao xiang ni.. zhen de hen xiang ni..
will u ever come back 2 m3?
i noe u won..
i noe.. but y am i still wishin upon the star?
i'll wait..
i miss u.. badly..
i love u.. my love for u nv stops..
i need u.. i need ur hugss.. ='(
i'm not recoverin.. not @ all..
it sux 2 act as if i hate u when i dun..
it sux 2 woo others when i dun haf ani feelin 2wards tt person..
i onli wan u!!!

2005-02-25T09:14:00.000+08:00

WOw~ mY BosSss noe AbT m3 & hEr tiNgy.. cOoL riTz? HAhaHA
hOW to diE aR? lOlx.. whU cAreS.. i'M quittiN soon yA?
hahAHah.. mMmm lAst NiTZ wEnT k-Box.. w/ shAN dEY ALl YuP..
shAN sing tiLl WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWO~~~~~~~~~~~ wAy tO gO MANX..
hAHhA.. dEN mMmm okIE.. lifE sUx..
hA.. iT sTIlL suX.. i duNno hoW 2 woO wEi xuAN..
i nOe shE's hAppY noW.. buT i'm Not..
nOt @ alL.. smIliN lUfFin iNFRoNt of eVeRyon3.. so dErE woN bE worrIed aBt m3 BAhx..
yUp.. i nOE i HAf to gIv uP.. i noE i hAf To.. i MuZ i Muz i MuZZZZZ..
buT buT bUt
HOW?!?!
i misS her.. i noE i dO ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm aN iDIot mAnx..
lAst NiTZ diDn'T slp..
y? tHX to mY bROtHEr Ar.. yeSTEr shE came down.. tell m3 on tues she saw sheena & tt bLAckbird @ TM huggIn.. WOW!!! geEEx.. Thx Bro!!!
dEn bROtheR sAe.. plZ lAHx.. sHE sO biTchy.. gIv uP LAhx.. sHE alRdy sAE tiLL lIke tT.. wAds THE pt!!!
bROtHEr's Ex Gf oSO duMP hER fOR aNOtHER bUnG.. & BroTheR oSO nV gIv uP.. sO i sAe.. u oSo lOR!
sHE sAe.. @ lEAst MY eX LOVE m3 b4.. YouR lEHx?
WAHHHHH rEalI pUnCH hIm lEHx!! wTh!!! mUZ sAe tIlL lIkE tT mAHx? fAInT..
hAIz.. BUT iS tRUe Lor.. coZ shE nV lOvE m3 bEfoRe BAhx...
yUP.. nVm ABt tt.. hIAz..
i'M tHe biGgEsT iDIot!

2005-02-24T10:45:00.000+08:00

i tink i'm tryin to pick up myself liao
mmm no point bahx? she nv like or fall for m3 b3..
all along she's juz playin w/ my feelin..
so mmm ya..
tink is time to wake up frm dis illusion le..

get to n oe dis g3r wei xuan
mmmm man ke ai de ar..
but haha.. frienz onli lahx.. but mmmm
my tt tupid frienz grace keep askin m3 woo her.. SIAO!!!
haha.. den yester grace sae she gt abit crush on weixuan..
ehhh SIAO EH!!! now i encourage her to woo wei xuan.. hahaha

2005-02-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

saw dem veri close together..
hurts liek hell..
2dae when movie.. tupid show~
went woodland.. the U.K fun fair..
each game i play..
i hope she's there..
now..
whenever i tink of her..
the image of blackbird & her is so close..
holdin hands..
y am i puttin salt into my wound?
i hate myself..
for everything..
='(
i dunno whu i am now..
i dunno wad i wan le.
i'm lost in my world..
i dunno how to clear the mess..
i dunno how to stand back..